Time is flying by... has it been a year since I posted? Wow.... Has being CNBC become any easier? No. Have I learned to love my life? YES.
Even though we are not blessed with children, we accept God's will for our lives. I am not resentful. I am not upset with God. Sure, I still feel disappointment or even jealousy sometimes. But that does not mean I do not trust God's path in my life. It's a daily challenge and a conscious frame of mind.
The love I get from the children around us, the children we care for in our lives, our strong marriage and our ever strong faith in God is what pushes me every day.
Is it easy? No! Is it for everyone? No.
But finding God's peace in our walk in life is key. Putting our faith in His path - even if it is without children directly in our lives - is how I walk with my head held high and love for every child who wraps their arms around my neck every week.
Here is to all the children, too many to name, who KNOW they are my babies!!!! My loved littles, my loved big kids, and know would go to the ends of the earth for them.
Prayers and hugs...
