Am I thankful to be CNBC?... That's a hard question. I have to look back and wonder what if things had turned out different. What if... they didn't catch my heart problems when they did, and it would have killed me and/or a baby. What if... having a baby years ago would have trapped me in a marriage I didn't belong in. What if... what if... Would I trade not having it for what I have now?
What am I thankful for? For a husband that walks this path with me everyday. Who holds me up when life gets too much to bear. Who can see the pain welling up inside me from any distance, who runs over and catches me in his arms before the first tear hits the floor. Who knows. Who hurts right along beside me.
Who laughs. He laughs at our love, our joys, our daily ups and downs. Who gives me such joy everyday. Who never gives me fear - only joy, laughter... oh the laughter!
Would I trade not having CNBC for what I have now? No... not if it meant changing or giving up what we have together. And if that means no children, that's alright, we will live each day laughing and loving...
Love to you all.
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